Thanks For The Memories...

sorry guys... i wont be using this blog anymore... i will be using a different one... i won't delete this one because there are still some memories left here... so sorry for the inconvenience... tnx!

The Obvious

Is it hard to notice that someone really is crushing on you??? Is it also obvious that a friend just needs you because he/she wants something from you??? Basta, a friend of mine just used me... hurts ryt? But... i will be alryt... i know i will be... cause i can't let anything like this ruin my life! This is a tiny problem compared to what we are going to face when were older...

EMO BLUE

hehe... i like black and blue! i call it, EMO BLUE!!! :-P

I've Been Alone All Along...

Like the song "My Immortal", it is said that "you used to captivate me, by your resonating life," a friend of mine also catches my eye by her resonating light but now i just noticed that she was only my friend because she needed something from me... now, at least i know, that i've been alone all along... :(

"BEST FRIENDS 4EVER!!!"

Have you ever heard that saying (my title)? Well, sometimes, that can never go as expected... you can lose your friends, they could replace you with other people... But the most important thing is.. you try your best to keep the relationship together... don't let it fall to pieces... make it last somehow... Me? I am trying to make it last, at least, i think i am... i will... i know i will... friendship is a hard experience in life... it can also be painful... but all-through-out, it can also give you the pleasure you need... i love you Anna and Alex! You are, really and truly, the friends i will die for! Oh! i can't forget Yani and Ewi-Chan!!! Pat and Nikki! Thank you all!

THE JM TRIVIA (DO YOU NEED TO COPY THE TITLE BA? :P)

Instructions: Each player starts with 7 random habits/facts about themselves. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their seven things, as well as these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 7 people to get tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they have been tagged and to read your blog!

1. I like EVANESCENCE!!! No, i mean I LOVE THEM!!! I always listen to their music in my i-pod nano before i go to sleep. A TRUE fact 'bout me: can't sleep till i listen to EVANESCENCE. PROMISE. And if you go to my house around 5:00 - 7:00, you'd hear Amy Lee singing... Amy Lee is the lead vocalist for EVANESCENCE mind you.

2. I am EMO. Some people think I am weird because I am EMO. Well I think there ain't nothing wrong with being EMO because we are also human, just with more problems and we are more emotional than normal people :P So... I am EMO, big deal... Got a problem with that? JOKE!

3. I love reading horror books. In fact, I love reading books. I like Anne Rice's Books, they are so good! But my most favored books are occult. I may not have many but i do love them! My teacher lent me one! She's kind. And she also lent me dream cards, thanks T. YGY. My folks think that I might use it for no good, but mind you, I wont. I do spells, and I do make some useful potions. But I promise i wont use them for no good reasons. Unless... well nevermind. Good thing Teacher Ygy will be my mentor in this kinda thing... thanks again T. YGY.

4. OOOOOHHHHHHHH!!! I also love My Chemical Romance! Gerard Way rocks! He may not be good a singer at live performances but, he will do! He's getting better anyway. He rocks! I am not an addicted MCR fan i am just a fan. But I do know someone who is so addicted to them that she can actually tell the BIOGRAPHY of every member of the band. YUP ERICA, THAT'S YOU! I love their music. In short, I LIKE ROCK GOTH MUSIC!!!

5. I like making poems, composing songs and writing stories. When I have EMO MOMENTS, i tend to make poems, sad poems that is. And also, when I have EMO MOMENTS, you'll see me very silent(WEIRD HUH?) and cocentrating on what i am doing. VERY EMO HUH? :P

6. I hate cars. I don't know why, but boys should actually like cars right? But I don't. If you ask me the parts of a car i would be able to name just a few... very few... But i di like technology! I LOVE COMPUTERS, CELLPHONES, and other techno - stuff...

7. The most humiliating thing 'bout me: I like to hang out with girls more that boys... :P Sorry... but i do. When i was a kid, about 5 - 8 years old, my older brother used to lock me in dark scary rooms, or tease me and throw things at me, or bully me, or scare me to death that i almost have a heart attack, in short, HE BULLIES ME! So when that happens, my sisters come to the rescue and scold Carlo. But no matter what my sisters do, Carlo would always come back to me and do those same bad things to me, but then again, my sisters do always come to the rescue! And ever since those days started, I tended to hang out with girls more. SORRY IF I'M SO QUEER! (HUMILIATED!) But right now, i am hangging out with some boys, and i knew that some boys aren't stupid and neanderthals like my brother! They are kinda fun to be with... sometimes. :P


Now for my tagged ones... I tag you: Alex, Anjo, Sam Veneracion, Anna, Apaule, Nikka and Anna.. :P

Everyday's Getting Worse (THE REAL POST)

Grabe... this day officially sucked!!! I hate this day!!! I thought Friday the thirteenth shoul be a lucky day for me!!! GRRRRRRRR!!! Anywayz, here's what happened, i cried(NOT TELLING WHY), the freakin' "ELF" teased me, he is so "papansin kasi eh! And thanks to a friend of mine i was able to pass my PHYSICS, thanks Anna 4 helping me! Well the think i wanna point out is, my friends that are i'm close with are getting meaner and very "sungit by the second, don't know why... Can't they see na i am already sori 4 what i have done! Even though i didn't do anything to the other one(Hope u know who u r, no offense). But friends have misunderstandings, and that's part of life... Anywaaaaayyyyyyy, my crush talked to me kanina! So happy but a little mad, cause she left school kaagad!!! WAAA!!! Why did she have to leave so early!!! BLESSED BE.............................................................................................................................................................

"MY GREATEST FEAR" COMMARTS HW(2nd)

My greatest fear would have to be my fear of losing my friends or losing their trust... At school, I am faced with problems, and the only people i can depend on the cheer me up or to make me smile again are my friends. My AUNT told me that I am better off alone, but the thing is, I tried that once and i sucked at it! I ended up still talking to my dear friends. No one can be alone, everyone needs a friend from time to time. Just the thought of losing a friend of mine horrifies me so much... I love my friends and nothing, may I repeat, nothing in this suckish, freakin' world that would ever change!

"MY WORST NIGHTMARE" COMMARTS HW(1st)

My worst nightmare... I would have to say when i dreamt about a serial killer who killed my family, as in every member of my family, DEAD!!! In my dream, I got so scared, I wanted to wake up but i still wanted to finish my dream because i put every dream that I have inside a BOOK(it's a wiccan thing). Still inside my dream, I went to the bathroom and washed my face, I looked at the mirror and saw my pale face, i opened the faucet and started washing my face, then when i looked in the mirror, i saw the killer behind me... I got shocked and suddenly woke up... Maybe that's a sign that i died inside the dream... well... but the dream still continued... weird huh?

!!!EMO MOMENT!!!

Whenever i see you, i feel like closing my eyes...
But when i close my eyes, i still can't think of anything else but you...
Why? Why do you always have to be on my mind?
THE PAIN! THE HATE I FEEL FOR YOU!!!
IF I HATE YOU SO MUCH... THEN...
Why? Why do I think of you still...
Can it be... that... i like you...
Or is it because i just want to drown you in your own pool of BLOOD!?!?!?
So much pain you have caused me... so much pain...
The pain inside me... inside my cold, bruised soul... wanting to get out...
Wanting to get you... wanting to kill... wanting ReVeNgE...

"THE PATAR ARI DAY"

The idea of having a buddy circle was to learn how to get along or communicate with other people you don't even know or know that much. In my opinion, i don't really like the idea, sorry for saying it, but then again it helped me get along with my buddy circle more... so let's just say that I'm liking the idea of having a buddy circle more and more.

My buddies in the "buddy circle" is... um... how can i put it... not exactly what i had in mind of buddies but they're fine. Our "buddy circle" has 6 group members namely, our leader, Kuya Justine(4th Year Higchool), the most respected of the group, he is wise and kind to all of us... he is mostly the "ROLE MODEL" of the group, while Kuya Junichi(3rd Year Higschool) is like the Clown or the Joker of the group... he is so annoying yet when you get to know him better... he's a nice guy... really... I mean it, Louise(2nd Year Highschool My Classmate)... well can't really say much about her... she is nice, smart and the perfect partner for when you have a project(JOKE!) all through-out, she is a kind girl with many ideas storming in that head of hers, Me, JM(2nd Year Highschool), Marsha(1st Year Highschool) is quite annoying at times but you can't really stay mad at her 'cause of that adorable face of hers... quite annoying yet really kind, Michael(1st Year Highschool) is also a bit annoying but he is smart in mysterious ways...

The Patar Ari day... it was nice! Me and my fellow 2nd year students sang a song and also the 3rd year students sang too. We ate dinner together with our buddies and we even spent time together. We played mini games and we named our 1st year buddies... which was kinda hard because we didn't know what name to symbolize their "true color". To summarize it, Patar ARi, fun, exciting, and a memorable moment. Thank you to my buddies...

BLESSED BE..............................................................................................................................

A PROBLEM WITH BLOGSPOT!!! IT WONT LET ME PUT A TITLE TO MY POST!!!

† DEATH OF A VAMPIRE †

School was kinda okay and a bit weird today... Sa club namin ni Anna, which is Performing Arts with TEACHER YGY!!!, Anna's dad, Teacher Super!!!, and of course last but not least (I HOPE! JOKE!) SIR SETH!!!. We brainstormed about our ideas for the upcoming play... It was so fun! We were so wild especially ERI-CHAN(ERICA) hehe = P. As the title to this post says, DEATH OF A VAMPIRE, will be temporarily the name of our play, watch out for it... it will blow you away... THANKS!!! BLESSED BE!!!

To Feel Left Out...

Have you ever wanted to just fit in? To be liked for who you are, deep inside... You don't know how it feels, to be outside the crowd and you don't know what's it like, to be left out...

So many problems in school... i know some of the people there hate me... i hear rumors... but i'm already sick and tired of crying so now... for those who feel the same way... one advice: don't listen to whatever they are saying...

ME? I have wonderful friends that i would never replace... they will always be there when i need them... i know that they'll never let me down... and i shouldn't also... I love all of them, my friends, thank you so much for everything you did for me... i want to thank 4 people who were always there for me: NIKKI, PATRICIA R., ANNA, ALEX... thank you...